sian½

2009-10-11T22:44:00.001+08:00

I really really really hate myself. Why can't I just let it go? Why can't I just move on like you did? Why can't I just forget everything? Why am I still stuck at the very same place? It just gets worse every single day. God I wish I'll just die right now.

2009-08-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

24/07/09 - ~~Ministry Of Food~~ Sakae Sushi meet up with the ladies

Was out with the bf prior to meeting them and we ended up with Sakae Sushi instead of Ministry Of Food but I still wanna try it someday though. Lots of laughter with the crazy bitches as usual. Wanted to meet up with Chris after the dinner but he wasn't free! It's ok, I met him the next day anyway. Haha.

2009-07-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

17/07/09 - Jun Han's 21st

Popped by his house to pass him his birthday present together with Cass since the both of us weren't able to attend his party on the 18th. Had my IMPORTANT OCCASION yesterday can. Hahaha. The man himself cooked us some noodles - I gotta say his cooking skills not bad lah. Must give him the credit.

I think he likes the tee we bought him lah; he better be. A bit tight though, who ask him so fat. Irritating.

2009-07-15T00:07:00.000+08:00

04/07/09 - The Mambangs

Finally met up with the 2 of them plus a guest of Nurul's. Girl, just admit that he's ya boyfriend can. Hahaha. Thanks ah. Took some of the photos using Azhar's canon camera given from his brother. So shiok, how I wish I own a Nikon camera. Hahaha. Went to our usual dinner haunt a.k.a Breeks. Nurul left after a while as usual. Met up with Jeremy at Jurong Point together with Azhar for a short chillout session; this guy ah forever forgot to pass Ip Man Dvd to me. Sick of asking him liao irritating.

I love my Titus watch. It's not taken clearly. Shall take another 1 next time round.

2009-07-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

Additional photos to the sisters outing on 19/06/09. We never took any 3 persons photos at all!

2009-07-04T01:52:00.001+08:00

03/07/09 - Meet up with the poly best friend

Crap, I realised this girl really knows me very well, cannot hide any secrets from her, damn. Hahaha. But it's also super good that since she know me so well, she'll be able to "wake me up" if I were to commit any stupid mistakes. All the nagging, yelling, scolding from her; can't really tahan cause she will always chai chuan me. Now, this is what I call a TRUE FRIEND. One who can really chide you when you've done something wrong, one who really advises you what to do when you're in a dilemma, one who really cares and will be there for you when you need them. Loves talking to her; can spend the whole day just doing that.

2009-06-28T01:41:00.000+08:00

21/06/09 - Daddy's day!

Lunch with the family at Tian Le Lee at Westmall. That was the very first time where we ordered lotsa food; the table was so packed already. No me inside cause the hair and face was damn ugly.

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20/06/09 - Super early lunch with the cousin

Finally gave my dear cousin a belated birthday treat at Jurong Point's Ichiban Sushi. He complained that the pictures taken of him were too bright. -_-"

I also caught I LOVE YOU, MAN which was a funny comedy about this guy finding a best man for his wedding. You gotta tolerate the sexual references though, hahahaha.

2009-06-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

This is what happens when I take photos with my best friend.

THANKS!

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05/06/09 - Back to Tampines ex-workplace!

Missed them lots lots especially Shi Fu, they were damn delighted to see me again. They even said I got the heart to visit them. Of course lah, those who know me well know that I'm a you qing you yi person loh (values relationship). As usual, I received comments that I've slimmed down a lot. Shall visit them real soon again. Heee.

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19/06/09 - Sisters' dinner get together at IMM minus 3

2009-06-21T19:07:00.000+08:00

01/06/2009 - ex-colleagues and laopos meetup!

Finally got the time to meet up with the raffles bunch of ex-colleagues whom I love so much and the whole of EP now knows what I'm doing. Some were super happy for me for which I'm totally grateful for. Sushi Tei with Boss, Yu Jia and Pt. Jeanie was on maternity leave; I can only see her next month when she's back.

GSS with the ladies after lunch! Bought myself 4 tops and 2 bottoms! Super excited cause I finally got myself a pair of shorts. Mini shorts to be precise. Felt over-exposed though whenever I don it. Hahaha. Bo bian ah, traditional and old-fashioned girl (point to myself).

Ended the day with camwhoring session using my newly purchased Samsung ST-50 camera. Was exploring with the different functions and this camera do wonders man; it can even photoshop on its own. How cool is that huh? Look out for the photoshop ones.

2009-05-24T19:20:00.000+08:00

23/05/09 - laopos night out!

Went to this 10 Dollar KTV club which costs us $13.30 per pax for a-long-time-no-sing-song session followed by Night At The Museum movie which was funny like we expected it to be. Dinner at Hong Kong Cafe (I think I'm not sick of this place seriously).

Alas, the girls know what I've been keeping from them all this time and their reactions are also what I expected them to be. I'm not mad; I understand too and at least they understand all my intentions as well which is good. So yup, no more meeting up as a group and I can spare all the pain, agony, misery, avoiding and excuses that I've to come up with. Thanks girls and I love you guys, you know that right.

2009-05-23T04:58:00.000+08:00

10/05/09 - Mummy Dearest Day!

High-tea at Rendezvous Hotel reserved by Dad like 1 week in advance. Overall ok lah, I'm not a buffet person anyway. The stomach can only tahan that much. The parents made quite a big hoo-haa over the ''not given good seats despite booking earlier" but alas, they got what they wanted.

Took more vain pictures in the toilet again.

Very very cool sportscar at The Cathay.

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08/05/09 - Meet-up with the WIL ladies and late night movie (Star Trek - very impromptu)

Thanks to the finally arranged meet-up by our dear Yi Zhen, we had great fun catching up and of course I had the MOST fun getting comments that I'm very skinny now! So thank you girls. Hahaha.

Dinner at the I-forgot-what-it's-called and followed by lepaking at Star Bucks after which, movie with Ze Leng. Very sudden and impromptu decision made on the spot. I had headache after the movie - guess it was due to the food and the screen which was quite near to us.

Will meet up with them soon soon soon! Next meet-up arranged by Carlin k (you read me girl).

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02/05/09 - Hang-out with the big brother again.

TCC right before we caught Wolverine which was by the way not so fantastic.

2009-05-17T04:44:00.000+08:00

25/04/09 - Chen Chen's 21st Birthday
Finally she joined the ranks of me and everyone else. Plus long long never see faces from poly days. Sorry (I mean it) about my cleavage showing in almost every picture ok. Not doing it on purpose if that's what you're wondering hor.
I made my point of what I told Chen - I wanna be the most stunning one and I was, I think. The only one who wore a damn dress, don't know for what reason also. Very thick-skinned of me to say that I know, but I want people to know that I'm still a girl inside out. Joining my job doesn't change anything. Except of course the slimming down part. Hehehe.
I guess I love taking pictures of myself in the toilet. Cause can smile then look pretty first then take. Hahaha. Sometimes I just tend to be a little bit vain. But all girls are, aren't they? I can gladly say that there are more worse cases around. I'm not the most jialat one. So anyway, Cassan and I were the last to go. Of course must stay till the end lah. Haaa.

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Seriously need to get myself a new camera already. Checked out some brands and this salesperson recommended Samsung to me. Quite a good buy actually given that it has practically all the functions that I need but the thing is I didn't purchase it thanks to my parents who told me not to be hasty in my decisions and hence I went home empty-handed. I think the salesgirl pissed at me lah. Understandable cause she talked so much and she thought that I really wanted to buy but I kanna stopped by my parents. $399 on offer. Good buy right? So should I get it?

On another note, I went to change my bloody M1 plan cause I'm so frustrated by the fact that I exceed my 500 pathetic smses every month. It's now UNLIMITED smses so people, start messaging me now! WAHAHAHA!

2009-05-17T04:07:00.000+08:00

24/04/09 - Fereen a.k.a Valda's birthday~~

Met up for a short while for dinner at Jack's place and Minds Cafe for some chill out and gaming session. Kl and Wl left early as usual and left the remaining of us rotting at the board game shop.

Let the photos do the talking cause I can't be bothered to type anymore after uploading so many of them!

And I'm still not tired until now.

2009-05-04T15:21:00.003+08:00

Ta-da! My very belated birthday present from the mambangs!

A JBL Speaker! How cool is that?? Have already tested the power of this baby, one word, shiokanaden!

And of course, the very present I bought for myself - Ipod Classic in black!

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Am currently on MC at home due to the stupid sudden fever I had yesterday, will be booking in tonight~!

2009-05-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

Photos of Jeanie's baby! So cute can, the baby boy.

2009-04-19T02:11:00.001+08:00

10/04/09 - Rotted at Jy's place a.k.a Good Friday

So we had pizza - Canadian pizza to be precise, and some home made grilled chicken at her house since her mum and her brother were overseas and we had the house all to ourselves. But of course, the house was still intact when we left lah. We're not house demolishers please.

We even watched Wolverine can. Pirated Wolverine dvd though. The quality was actually quite ok but the thing is, the end product wasn't even finished yet! Turned out that we were watching the leaked-out version where we can see all the wires hanging and the computer structures. CRAP MAN!

Nonetheless, I'm still gonna watch the movie in theatres. Not gonna fly my big brother aeroplane like some bastards who did that to me. Speaking of that, my blood just boils to the max. How can someone asked you out in the first place and then decide not to meet you after that? How can someone give you lame excuses for that? How can you possibly tolerate such attitude and behaviour? I have enough of this nonsense. SERIOUSLY.

I admit that I was the one who gave you attitude and stopped the conversation but that doesn't give you the right to stand me up. Who was the one who provoked me in the first place? Who was the one who wanted to meet up yesterday (friday) and then decided not to? You still got the cheek to blame me? I NEVER said I don't wanna meet you. ASSHOLE.

Why must all guys turn out to be this way? Why are all of them bloody jerks? Why can't I meet a guy who truly deeply sincerely know how to treat a girl right?

Forget about this topic and let's switch back to our main one. We rotted at Jy's place till around 2am I think and thank goodness for the ride home from Fer's bf. Melvin, Yu Qiang and Kai Ling joined us for a short period of time and left. Camwhoring was of course in our agenda for that day. We tried to be like FHM hot women but we failed terribly. Only Jy seemed to make the mark. Look out for the picture of her on the red chair. Like some seductive snake like that.

They think playing peek-a-boo very fun.

Newfound gf 1.

The horrible ka mor guy.

So not ladylike my dear.

Still playing peek-a-boo I see.

Newfound gf 2.

Newfound gf 3.

It may look like she touched but she didn't!

The seductress.

The man.

Look at how tanned I am cause I just came back from the bloody Pulau Ubin trip!

The pole dancer lookalike.

The pink panther.

Trying to act garang already.

Ya lah, Jy very natural I know.

The chun xiang niang niang with her 3 nu bis.

The hawker centre boss.

Happy happy camwhoring~~~~
And for the last time, I'm someone who gets pissed easily but also cool down easily so that means yesterday angry doesn't mean I'll still be angry today, you get it already you idiot?!
Taken and 17 Again (these were the 2 movies that the guy promised to watch with me) were great by the way. Expecially Taken. Absolutely awesome. So envious of how much her father loved his daughter.

2009-04-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

11/04/09 - Meet up with the mambangs again!

And this time round, I finally got my present from them! After what, 3 months? My god, thanks ah guys!

Anyway, I love the present they bought me! They always ended up getting the correct present for me even though they claimed to have no idea what to buy in the first place. Dunno what to buy still can end up getting something that I like ahhh? You guys are brilliant loh if that's the case!

Wanna guess what they got me? It's an Ipod accessory. Portable. Solid. My favourite colour somemore. Something to go with my Ipod which I recently purchased at the IT show. Super super happy. Will reveal with the photos in the next post. Hahaha.

Bowling with the both of them for the very first time! Mambang throws like (I don't even know what to say already) lah. And by mambang I mean, Nurul mambang not Azhar mambang. So now the Azhar mambang refers to me as Woman like how Nurul mambang does. I shall call Azhar pakcik then! Hehehe.

The camera is cocked up already by the way (my turn).

FREAKY.

Dead fish look according to the girl.

The following are some very vain pictures of me. Must try to act cool since I can't be pretty.

They comparing which spoon shinier lah.

Pakcik kept messing with his phone cause there was something wrong and I was the one who caused that wrong. Being the absolute clumsy me, I accidentally spilled coffee into his phone thus explaining the messed-up phone.

He was craving for cheese so badly that we went to Breeks after Starbucks.

Azhar in Azhar's phone.

Vain again. Must take more advantage in taking full length shots now that I've slimmed down.

Some nonsensical photos that I took of Starbucks.

And we ended the day laughing non-stop over the issue of hugging one another. I'll be expecting that one from you, Azhar - please be prepared. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

2009-04-09T22:59:00.001+08:00

04/04/09 - Meet up with the big brother

Seriously, I really take him as my older brother. Just nice what, I don't have an elder brother and he doesn't have a younger sister either so we both just agreed to be each other's sibling loh. Hehehe. I meet him at least once a month to catch up lah. He's also my pool cum movie kaki. I guess I hang out with guys more than with girls now. Not that I'm complaining. Haaa. But I feel bad making him drive all the time when he doesn't want to. I just thought that it will be more convenient with cars you know. He's actually my ex-colleague from my previous attachment company in case you're wondering and also one of the guys who were excited for my career.

We usually go for 2 movies everytime we meet up and we'll be stuck in Cineleisure the whole day which means pool in cine, movie in cine and dinner in cine. Boring right you guys might think? But I certainly don't feel that way. Cause to me, doing the things that I love the most makes me the happiest person in the world. Kinda exaggerating, I know.

I go to him for advice I guess and I recently just confided in him. I need guys who are damn mature in their thinking and in their character. My brother is a great guy and good guys don't exist anymore. Even though he always laughed at me for looking like a boy (basket). But please guys, don't be mistaken - he has a gf of 9 freaking years far far away from Singapore and the last thing I wanna do is be a third party. I will kill myself for that.

Plans for that day? Beach Road (not the army market; should have gone there though), movie, pool, dinner, movie, coffee bean, home sweet home. 12 Rounds and Shinjuku Incident(we missed the first 15 minutes of the show due to his baked cheese something spagetti) for the movies and Xin Wang Cafe (God, I love that place!) for dinner. Movies were alright I guess. Nowhere near fantastic or whatsoever.

Both of us found this photo the nicest. Cause dark and cannot see clearly. Hehehe.

Please say I slimmed down already!

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14/03/09 - Continuation of the photos

2009-03-29T01:55:00.000+08:00

The day is drawing near as I speak and I really fear the inevitable. How am I supposed to react? How will I feel? Will I be able to control myself? It has been 3 months already and I haven't gotten over it. This is by far the worst I've ever been through. How could I have fallen so hard? This isn't me at all. I used to get over it pretty fast but now... I know it's not worth it but everytime I think about it, it still hurts... What did I do to deserve that kind of treatment? But then again, I was stupid in the first place to fall for it. I should have taken extra precautions and I could have prevented all of these from happening. If I didn't stop it, I will still be stuck in my fantasy world. And now I have to pay the price. This shall be a lesson for me and will be etched deep into my heart. Please God, help me through this phase.

2009-03-28T01:59:00.000+08:00

21/03/09

For the very first time in my life, I went to Changi Airport T3. Seemed like very sua ku right, I know but I'm sure there are many others out there who hasn't even been to an airport. So I'm not that jialat.

Anyway, we just went there to see see look look and had our dinner before this bugger dumped me to meet up with his beloved secondary school friends. And I finally got my long-awaited birthday present from him. He said he got it online and DHL-ed over or whatever lah. Thanks man, appreciated.

It's a watch actually, kinda expected since I've been complaining that I want a change of watch. Will wear it lah, don't worry, I won't waste money 1.

I don't remember seeing this the last time I've been here.

Stupid fuckface - a word commonly used by my FI. Hahaha.

MANGKOK!

Very very chio indeed. Singapore government very smart 1, built it this way.

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06/03/09 - Outing with the bitches and 2 ______

Nothing much, just a simple get-together dinner. Valda the bitch went off early to catch Watchmen with her beau which was by the way gross/draggy/irritating and disappointing. And I thought it will be nice like 300 cause it was the same director.

2009-03-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

Okokok people, it's time for an update liao like seriously (as if anyone read my blog loh). As usual, I shall post pictures taken like long long time ago.
First up from my birthday, these people actually wanted to give me a surprise at home but my parents spilled the beans (can't be trusted la my parents). Lesson learnt guys? Hahaha. But of course I appreciated what they did nonetheless. Thanks guys, love you! Love you deep deep as taught by my PDT instructor! Hahaha.
Kailing went off before I even reached home (she had to do CNY shopping). Damn, I hate it when my birthday falls on CNY. Not fun at all. And being 22 years old isn't good ok. At this age, you just hate it when you get older each day. Soon, you'll be 30, 40, 50. Oh, holy crap. Maybe I'll just die an old bitch. Or I'll just check myself into old folks home. At least won't die without anyone knowing hor?

Thanks, I got sore throat the next day because of this. Super sinful but of course super delicious. Bakerzin ok, mai siao siao.

By the way, the hairstyle not like that anymore already lah. Side parting liao (look below for that).

In 8 years time, my dad can celebrate his 60th birthday liao. One word, OLD.

Wa, this girl beside me changed lanes like nobody's business 1. Super dangerous driving.

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Before getting home that day, I was with these 2 buggers and we caught Bride Wars. Super nice, I'm so gonna get the DVD. It was the first time they saw my hair and Nurul as usual, had a big reaction.

Oh ya, I think her camera spoilt or what already according to her.

It's The Grand Cathay people! (as if I've never been there before)

I love my.... bling bling earrings!

Rise to holy mambang!

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14/03/09 - Meet up with the mambangs again

I still have a pending birthday present from them, thanks ah!

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14/02/09 aka Valentine's Day

I was so pathetic that nobody dated me that I had to go out with my buddy. Hahaha, no offence ah. No lah, some bastard stood me up actually. Standard, movie and pool are our favourite pastime. Dinner at Ramen 10 since this guy like that place so much. I accomodate him loh, no problem 1.

The hair like super short right cause just cut what.

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30/01/09 - Belated birthday celebration for me

Watched The Wedding Game. Rushed down to JP in cab. Shouldn't have wasted my money cause when I reached, they were still queueing up. As usual lah, the 2 girls like to act cute by giving the peace sign.

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26/01/09 - 1st day of CNY

Joanne came to visit with the kids. Super cute daughter! Seriously, her kids very guai 1, won't make noise whatsoever. They have good genes man.

Hehehe, just got home from visiting so I took a few snapshots of myself. Must be a bit vain once in a while. I'm still a girl despite the hideous short hair.

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24/12/08 - Xmas 2008

Went over to the auntie's place for christmas dinner and of course, all of them got a first look at my hair. At that time, still super ugly lah, as evidenced in the photos. And I chose the wrong top - it made me look so fat. Nobody said I slimmed down, basket.

Cousins!

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Somewhere in November last year - OCBC's annual D&D Masquerade theme

Our own theme - Moulin Rouge!

Went over to this costume renting shop over at Bali Lane. It was so hard to fit into any costumes can. Too fat lah at that time. But finally got one piece after searching around. Did hairstyling at the previous salon that I went to before. According to my ex-colleagues, it was funky. Hahaha! Shall post up the rest of the photos from other cameras. But for now, please have a look from mine.

SEXY RIGHT?! With that big tattoo behind her back.

2009-01-11T15:18:00.001+08:00

31/10/2008 - Halloween/Party at Zouk

JY couldn't join us due to her rashes, what a pity. She missed out all the fun in camwhoring with the monsters/freaks/zombies/vampires/ghosts. Honestly, the music sucks lah cause it was house/trance. So I was like yawning away the whole night. The 2 of them can be my witnesses. Hahaha.

Bloody Fer drew freckles on our faces. As if I'm not ugly enough. So please ah people, those stupid dots that you spot on my face, they're fake alright.

We met up with ZC after her work and proceeded to do some major makeover at the Best Denki toilet where according to her, it's usually very empty, which was good of course. I wouldn't want people staring at us as though we're freaks.

Set out for Zouk after switching to nerdy mode. Went for some prata before heading home around 2am. Freaking boring loh except for the camwhoring.

The whole place was packed with hideous people with a freaking long queue that stretched to god-knows-where.

A bunch of zombie chong sum ladies.

Wa lao, there's this live fortune telling box guy walking around.

Crazy already.

Overseas exchange programme.

Prince of Persia or a Duke?

Insane fellow camwhoring.

The halloween crew.

A fake watch that somebody mad drew on herself. Very easy to guess who it is 1.

Is this guy from Pan's Labyrinth? Seems like it though.

Angel of Death!!! AHHH!!! Awesome fellow.

OH MY GOD, I actually took a photo with Mr Barrack Obama and Mrs Sarah Palin.

My personal favourite picture. Don't know why too. Probably due to all the masks.

This guy spoilt my Stitch. Irritating.

I have no idea why they wanna take this shot.

Mr Hello Panda, so nice to hug can.

Bumped into Liping somemore. She was dressed up as an Egypt princess I think.

Kanye West?

Wa, this carrot very poor thing. He kanna thrown around like don't know what.

The Scream guy scared the hell out of me when I approached him for a picture loh. He did this sudden jerk movement to me. ASS.

Mr Flintstones!

Cookie Monster and Elmo!

Fer's friend. Don't know dressed up as what lah.

Some random guy we chanced upon.

2009-01-11T13:26:00.005+08:00

Pre-Halloween 2008 Photos!

We went shopping for accessories like the specs that the bugger below is wearing. And I bought these fake vampire teeth thingy which we ended up not wearing cause they couldn't fit into out teeth which was stupid. And also fake blood which I didn't apply. Kinda waste of money lah. But for the sake of halloween, it's ok. Hahaha. Our own theme was nerdy school vampire girls. Kinda bo liao lah I know.

We ended the day with lotsa camwhoring. My god, those specs was such a good accessory.

2009-01-11T12:57:00.002+08:00

Photos from Kailing's 21st! The food was SEDAP seh! The present we gave her was a collage of all our photos! My god, we are so sweet right? Actually I can't be bothered to go into details lah k. Photos shall do all the talking.

I have other more photos to upload!

I looked like I'm not wearing anything right? I know I'm sexy. Muahahahaha!

My hair ain't long anymore :(((

2009-01-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

Photos with my ex-colleagues at OCBC! These were taken before we shifted to Tampines. Last day of gathering and farewell.

I no longer have my appetite ya

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Whereas these were my last day at Tampines. Time literally flew past there. I had my privacy and freedom of watching videos all day long . Of course I did my work too lah. Awww, I missed them. The canto speaking people. Haaa.

Look at how my shifu (the one in brown) grabbed me. She loves me lah I know. In fact, everyone loves me. I'm a magnet for aunties. Muahaha.

Linda, the one whom took the tv link from me. She was like watching Xiao Fei Yu (1983 show, my god, I wasn't even born) everyday lah. Photos taken with Linda was a disaster. Cause she's the photographer and no-one can take as well as her!

Suk Wei, the closest in age to me. She's 2 yrs my senior. However, she's not working in OCBC anymore. But of course, I left earlier than her.

Disaster again.

Michelle, the one who's the least close to me.

Anna, the most classic of all. I tell you ah, her jokes can die one loh. Can make all of us laugh non-stop. Her actions as well. My god, super funny. She kept wanting to treat me to bak chok mee cause she knows I love it. Hahaha.

Ah Teck, the only guy. I suddenly forgot his full name. He's the only guy of our team to move there! Poor thing. But the good thing is, he lives nearby so he can just walk to the office everyday meaning transportation cost is saved!

Adeline, the tallest of all. She also very cute lah. Loves to eat alone. Somehow same as me who loves to do things alone too.

Moi Moi, my shifu and my most beloved colleague there. One of the canto speaking people and the one who adores Ah Tam aka Patrick Tam. I thought her name was a nickname or what when I first joined but I realised it's her real name later on.

Disaster again and again.

Cheryl, the one who clicked with me after shifting. And another canto speaking person. So her plus my shifu are the closest to me there. I understand most of what they're talking about but it's hard for me to communicate back in canto. Most impt of all, they loves hong kong dramas like me! And we would just go on and on talking about shows.

May, the latest to join OCBC and 1 yr my senior. So I'm not close to her. But just took out of memory's sake ya.

Ok lah, like finally clear can. After placing the camera on the table somemore.

And that ends my OCBC Tampines days.

I'm no longer working in OCBC. And I'm too lazy to say what I'm doing now either. So, for those who knows then they know lah but for those who don't know then they don't know lah.

Actually very easy to find out ah, those who's close to me confirm know already, the rest who don't know can find out from them. Haaa. But of course, not everyone can accept/understand/comprehend what I'm doing now. Usually people will have a big reaction like "What?! Why?! You diploma holder go do this, wasted sia!"

I don't understand why they will have this big reaction too but this is what I want and the most impt thing is, whatever makes me happy right? So please be happy for me and support me ya? Like Azhar and Nurul, their faces literally lit up at that instance when I broke the news. They were like "WAAAA! REALLY AHHHH! SO HAPPY!" I know these are people who are genuinely happy for me.

But please don't be like Mabel Chee Jiaying or Fereen Goh Sock Yoon or Joyce Tee Zee Ching. These people are irritating, when I told them, they had no reaction at all. Sometimes I wonder if they are my good friends or sisters like what they said. Sisters don't behave this way and good friends don't behave this way either alright. You don't show no reaction at all if you are k. Cannot be happy for me one leh, serious shit.

2008-11-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

Long awaited photos from all the birthdays I've been to!

First up, CWL's birthday party! Somebody copycat lohhh, host her party like mine at her multi-purpose hall. So not creative. Anyways, the weather that day was super warm with no breeze at all. My god.

I shall let all the photos do the talking. We saw some "legendary" people too, haaa, our little insider joke. Only an ah lian like her will keep in touch with them. By the way, I don't wanna hear any comments that I'm fat ok - I knew it very well myself.

Took some shots of the TVB stars. Such a coincidence, I didn't even know they're gonna be there. It's not everyday that I bumped into tv stars. Not to mention Hong Kong TVB stars. My favourite alright.

Mambang's birthday! Sweet 20th girl!

My bitch's 21st birthday! So happy for her as well. Her living room was packed with her family and relatives so we're kinda stuck in her room but of course with air-con blasting full on at us. Notice that CWL wasn't with us - people busy attending friend's wedding in JB lahhh. That johor kia.

Kailing had to leave even before the cake was cut due to family matters. What a pity. And may I mention again, the cake was EXTREMELY yummy! Can fight with mine lohhh.

The many faces of my beyotch.

Us with her very cute ah ma who told us some shaolin dirty joke.

May I present to you, her ugly kar mor future hubby and her family.

And finally, pictures of my nightout with the botak guys at Balcony.

2008-10-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

Something is seriously wrong with blogger. I wanted to post up those long awaited photos from the past birthdays that I've been to and also other miscellaneous ones but when I wanna arrange them in order, they actually went missing! They just disappeared out of a sudden! WTF??

And thanks to the jumbled photos, I'm so fed-up that I went to delete the whole post after spending like forever loading the damn pictures up. And now, I'm writing this piece of shit here.

Work is crap. I'm back at Raffles already but I feel I'm better off at Tampines.

STORY OF MY LIFE. I'VE BEEN SUAY LIKE SINCE BEFORE CHRIST.

I'm back to miserable-ness tomorrow again.

How I wish I could just bury myself in my Twilight book.

2008-09-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

Ok, I think I just spoke to Demi Lovato online. As in yahoo pool game online (I was too bored, you see). For those of you who have no freaking idea who she is or who doesn't watch Disney Channel, she's the star of Camp Rock, which also stars Joe Jonas, the hot brother of the Jonas Brothers. So anyway, our conversation went like this:-

Her: Hey, nice to meet you, I'm Demi Lovato.

Me: Ya, right. (obviously I don't believe it's her)

Her: Excuse me? (haaa, offended liao)

Me: Like seriously? The one who sings This Is Me? (unbelievable)

Her: Can't a celeb have yahoo? I also have zwinky. Even Selena Gomez and Miley Cyrus have zwinky. (I have no idea what zwinky is, must be some bo liao online thingy like friendster)

Me: Alright, fair enough. (in a sarcastic tone)

Her: Do you know there's a show on disney called mollywood? (nope, I only know hollywood)

Me: Nope, I missed Camp Rock by the way.

Her: Camp Rock was fun to shoot, you didn't watch? There's also this new show As The Bell Rings.

Me: I don't know any new shows cause I'm from Singapore. (US's and Singapore's Disney Channel show differently)

Her: Oh, I got to go, I have to do a video shoot. Nice to meet you fan.

WTF?

I'M SO NOT HER FAN. SHE'S LIKE FREAKING 16 YEARS OLD ONLY!

I admit I do listen to her songs but that doesn't mean I'm her fan.

CRAP SIA.

2008-09-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

This Chen sent me a horoscope email a few days ago and I'm still reading it now cause there's a total of 12 horoscopes for men and women respectively. Too bad it's in chinese so I can't send to the non-chinese people. Anyway, the main point is, I got all excited while I was reading about mine. It's like 95% true can. The remaining 5% belongs to those little little things which I don't think is accurate. You people should know what my horoscope is lah hor? Now, let's quote some examples shall we? Translation are in brackets. Sorry if I misinterpret some of the meanings.

1. 水瓶座的女子堅持追求自由。但這並不表示她們的行為大膽開放，拒絕接受傳統教條的束縛。她所追求的自由是精神上、思想上的。她可能今天研究心理學，過兩天去學爵士舞，下個星期到醫院當義工。她好像可以屬於社會上任何一個族群，但又不是真正屬於那一個族群。她屬於她自己，似乎沒有任何人可以完全的佔有她。但她也從來不會霸道的想要佔有別人。對於所有的事情，她似乎都有自己的標準，不受傳統的約束和影響。她很有「她的」原則，而且忠於原則。一如戀愛中的她，絕對忠於自己的情人一樣。

(Aquarius women insist in pursuing freedom but that doesn't mean that they are bold/open in their actions or refuse to be binded by traditional values. The freedom that she seeks are those that are psychologically and emotionally. She might be doing research in psychology today and learning jazz two days later and then doing voluntary work in a hospital next week. It seems as if she could belong to any social group but she doesn't really belong in it. She belongs to herself and it looks like nobody could possess her completely. She is also not unreasonable in wanting to possess someone as well. She has her own set of goals/aims towards all things without letting anything bind or affect them. She believes and sticks to her principles like how she remains loyal to her lover in a relationship.)

Very true indeed! I'm someone who loves my freedom very much and I can't stand anyone snatching it away from me. I might be rebellious but not to the extent of doing something that's wrong such as staying out late everyday or hanging out with bad company. And yes, I'm still very much a traditional girl. I have many interests as well as mentioned in the above and nobody - I repeat, nobody, can have me completely. Since I don't want anyone to possess me, it's only normal that I don't want to possess anyone either. Right? I'm truly very principled and I insist on sticking to them. I'm not too sure about the loyal to lover part though. HAAA.

2. 對許多水瓶座女子來說，人生都是一場無盡的探索。各各階層的人，各種五花八門的事，都應該被了解、被關懷。因此；如果你有個水瓶座的情人，你大可放心，她一定不會有太多時間黏著你。事實上，她或許還擔心你會無時無刻黏著她呢。

(Life is an endless journey of discovering to many Aquarius women. Such as different circles of people and all sorts of different things should be apprehended and cared for. If you have an Aquarian lover, you can rest assured that she wouldn't spend much of her time clinging to you. In fact, she might be worried that you are the one clinging to her 24/7 instead.)

Hahaha. Agreed as well for this one. If not I wouldn't be quoting it right? In a way, I'm curious in a lot of things and I wish to know more and gain more exposure too. I wanna open my eyes to everything and be more knowledgable. And yes, I HATE anyone who clings on to me like F. I hate these kind of people lahhh. I seriously can't stand them. Vice versa, I won't cling on to anyone as well.

3. 水瓶座的女人幾乎都不是「金權主義者」，一個男人是否擁有財富、地位並不是那麼重要。外表是否英俊瀟灑也不是她最重視的條件。她要尋找的是（在她心目中）有智慧、有胸襟，可以陪她一起追尋「人間道」的男人。喜歡吃醋，佔有慾太強，太偏激，太保守的人，絕不是她心目中的理想伴侶。

(Most Aquarius women aren't money minded. To her, it doesn't matter if a man has wealth and status or not. Appearance isn't her most important criteria. What she wants (in her heart) is a man who is intelligent and openhearted and willing to accompany her in the journey of life. Those who are jealous, possessive, extremist and conservative are definitely not her dream guys.)

Ehhh? I thought I love money very much? And I thought I want my man to be rich as well? Okok, got to reassess on that one. I do agree somehow that appearance wise doesn't really matter, as long as he's above average looking. But don't look horrendous or what lah. Like crooked teeth all over, then pimples/acnes/rashes everywhere on his face, skinny like a bag of bones or fat until he take up 3 seats in the MRT loh. That's too terrible already right? I admire smart guys but not too smart cause I don't want him to look down on me (I'm very gong one). Openhearted, yup. I want a generous man who doesn't mind giving. And hell yeah, I wouldn't want someone who's jealous or possessive till the extent that I can't go out with any guys. That's why I can't be with a Leo guy. Remember I said I value my freedom?

4. 你會發現她的朋友不少，而且，各種型都可能出現。因為水瓶座女子是擁有自己的道德法則，同時也尊重別人不同法則的。她喜歡跟各樣的朋友相處，而且也都能相處融冾。但有時侯她又會選擇作個獨行俠。遠離家人、朋友，甚至遠離你。請大方一點，給她一些自我的空間和時間，霸佔她的軀殼沒有什麼好處。不要疑神疑鬼，在她沒有和你分手之前，水瓶座女子會保持她的忠實。而且她只相信自己對你的評價，別人的看法是無法動搖她的。不要寄望她會把一切的行蹤、所有的想法，一字不漏的向你報告。水瓶座的女人不會喜歡說謊，但她堅持任何人都有「保留一點」的權利。當然，這樣的女子也不會要求你交出行程表和自白書的。水瓶座女子的「不多疑」，是她的另一項美德。

(You'll notice that she has quite a lot of different kinds of friends because Aquarius women have their own set of ethics and at the same time respect others for that. They enjoy hanging out and they get along well with different types of friends. But sometimes she'll choose to be a loner, getting away from her family, friends or even you. Please be giving towards her and leave her some personal space and time. Unreasonably possessing her empty shell will not have any advantages. Please don't be paranoid, before she breaks up with you, she will remain loyal to you. She only believes in her views towards you and others' doesn't affect her at all. Don't expect her to report all her whereabouts and thinking to you; Aquarius women doesn't like to lie but she insists that everyone should have their rights in preserving their little space. Of course, women like these doesn't expect you to report everthing to her either. Another virtue of Aquarius women is their non-suspecting character.)

How true can this be man?! I mean it's like as if the person who wrote this totally see through me. It's so accurate man! I have a lot of friends! I hang out with all sorts of people. Nice people, not those ah bengs or ah lians. I can be a super loner sometimes. I enjoy or I prefer to shop alone cause in this way, I won't let my friends wait for me. It's a less burden for me actually. Haha. Ya, everyone should have their own freedom (how many times have I said this?). Even if I do have a bf, I won't restrict his freedom and he can go out with whoever he wants. But don't cheat on me lah ass. Vice versa, I want him to give me my freedom as well and let me hang out with whoever I want. Ya, I hate lying - it makes me uneasy. I rather tell you the truth. And the truth hurts. Hahaha. Note that I seldom lie loh.

5. 她的服裝穿著可能經常令你目瞪口呆。有時侯高貴典雅，有時侯性感動人，有時侯俏皮可愛。不過，她的打扮通常是憑感覺，而不是看場合的。

(Her fashion sense may sometimes amazed you. At times, she might be elegant, sexy, cute but her appearance is usually based on her feeling and not on the occasion.)

I do dress according to my mood! Sometimes, I can be super feminine, tomboyish or even very shui bian in my outfit. Come on, I wear track shoes to work on Fridays, who the hell does that man?

6. 我想對於這樣明理懂事的水瓶座女孩，你唯一可以抱怨的就是她不夠熱情。她好像永遠都是涼涼的，從來沒有熱情如火的表現。外表的冷漠或許是表達方式的不同。但是，她們的內心是溫暖而需要熱情的。

(I think towards such sensible Aquarius women, the only thing you can complain about is, she's not that passionate. She always seems cool and it looks like she doesn't have any intense emotions. The coolness on the outside may be due to the difference in expressing but deep inside, they're warm and they need passion.)

The first impression that I gave people is I'm dao so what do you guys think leh? Cannot really say I'm unemotional lah. I just don't show much expression. I'm a warm person inside who also needs some passion 1 loh.

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So after all these examples, do you find yourselves appreciating/understanding me more? Hahaha.

2008-09-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

The bloody department is shifting to Tampines this coming Friday and I've yet to receive any news from HR on when exactly I'll be posted to another department. You guys say sickening or not?!

Actually I got to know this piece of news like 2 weeks after I started working la. They didn't even bother to tell me the shift during the interview, so you can visualise how mad I was when I knew. It's like a major bombshell on me can. Cause when I first got this job, I was super happy that I can work in a bank but what did I get in the end?

Shifting of stupid department to Tampines.

I was like WTF? Shift to Tampines? Imagine me travelling from Bukit Panjang all the way there can. 2 freaking hours tops! You guys tell me madness or not? Who in the right mind staying in a place like me will go to Tampines? Even one of my colleagues who lives in Queenstown doesn't wanna go there. She has already started a new job by the way. And me? I'm still waiting for news like an idiot. Everyday I bombard the HR with freaking calls and emails loh. I'm such a pest already.

Work is super boring and I face the damn computer whole day. My eyesight is seriously deteriorating and I feel like getting myself contacts but this NS friend (you guys should know who it is lah) commented that:

Your eyes so small plus you don't have double eyelids so it will be hard to put on contacts. The put on is easy but it's the taking out that is hard. You have to open ya eyes big big then can.

Basket. My eyes that small meh? Only when I smile or laugh will it become small leh.

So anyway, you guys think if I should get them? Cause really ah, I can't see clearly. Everything is blur. When I wait for bus, I can't see what bus it is. When someone I know waves at me, I can't see and end up that person think I'm dao. When I lose my way, I can't see the signs etc and I need to whip out my specs. The list goes on and on. You see, lots of disadvantages if I don't get contacts lah.

But then again, if I do get them, the taking care part will be troublesome and my eyes are sensitive. I tend to rub my eyes here and there and it's hard not to do so. My hands very itchy one you dunno meh? Speaking of sensitive, my face is too. It belongs to the triple S category. Super Sensitive Skin. See, I even bother to give it a term loh.

The face is buang already lah. And the long-time-never-do facial makes it worse. Actually everytime I start working, the face will get buang. Cause I realised during the period when I was jobless, my face did get better and there were less acnes or outbreak. So I finally came to the conclusion that the make-up is the ultimate culprit. But the thing is, if I don't put on blusher everyday when I go to work, I look like HELL. I don't want people to think that seventh month is not over yet you know?

I think not only are there acnes and pimples, there are also rashes lah like my colleague told me today cause I was complaining and whining like a bitch to her. Anyway, I'm gonna miss this colleague of mine as she's like my shifu. She always speaks about Ah Tam in front of me lah. Don't know who right? It's Patrick Tam, the hong kong male artiste who acted in tv dramas such as Angel's Mission, Wei Xiao Bao and the now showing on weekends at 7pm on Channel 8. She loves him to bits lahhh. Everytime she will go "See, Ah Tam so cute!!". She reads his blog all the time man.

Met Nurul during lunch today to pass her her long awaited present from us! Once again, sorry for the delay but at least we got you something you like! So remember to use it always ok? Even I'm using the one I bought now. Have to use slowly cause it's expensive lah. If not super heart pain loh.